-FRIENDS-

I have a lot of friends.. a lot a lot..

It's uncountable..

Close friends I have a lot too.. a lot a lot..

True friends.. I think I have a lot.. I think la..

Cos I'm not sure whether I'm true friends are true or not..

From last time till now, I have a lot of types of friends..

Some are quiet..

Some are talkative..

Some are kind..

Some are helpful..

Some are funny..

Some are good..

Some are bad.. bad in the sense that they did something that made me not happy..

But just a small portion of them..

Sometimes I really don't understand why all of these suddenly happen..

Some of my friends betrayed me..

Some of my friends lied to me..

Some of my friends spread rumours about me..

Some of my friends have 2 faces..

Some of my friends spread my secrets..

Some misunderstand happens, then I feel very sad about it..

Then more misunderstand continues to happen..

I wanted and trying to treat each and everyone my true friends..

But sometimes I really can't do that..

Cos they have done something that make my heart scattered..

I don't want to lose a friend..

A lot of my other friends asked me to forget about it and don't bother..

I've tried.. But I can't..

Sometimes, things that had already happened.. happens..

I can't turn back time..

I just wanna live my life as happy as I want it to be without all this worries..

I want everyone to be my friends..

My TRUE friends..

It's all about trust and never betrayed any of your friends..

I know everyone is not the same..

I tried to accept everyone as my friends..

As who they are.. Not faking it..

I need a true friend..

You need a true friend too..

So, before you treat someone that way..

Or do something to the person..

Please think deeply.. Is he/she your friend... your true best friend..

If he/she is.. why not you don't betrayed or make him/her sad..

All I want are true friends..

And I will be your true friend as well if you are really my true friend..