... anniversary ...

now it's 5.00 am.. 27th november 2007..
i remember 3 years back, tis time.. i was talking n smsing my lao gong..
it's really a sweet memory.. since now it's me and my lao gong's anniversary..
let me share our memories in this blog..
on 26th november 2005 when we are in lower 6, we celebrated see keong's birthday in pulau ketam... when we reach there,there's a tour guide waiting for us ( actually is their fren ) haha.. then he took us to rent a few bicycles to ride around the floating town..
but then me and shu pin.. dun dare to ride the bike.. cos the road it's like a sidewalks..
so,the guys have to take both of us.. and obviously no one wanna "tumpang" me cos i'm FAT.. haha.. but fortunately, chong han is there to take me.. all tis happen so naturally..
both of us got shot by a cupid.. and we have feelings for each other (actually not so fast la.. there's another story before that de.. but later too long...boring ma) after we went around pulau ketam.. then we went to a restaurant for seafood ( my favourite )
that time,i stil remember.. i was sitting beside him (so romantic) and he treated me really kind.. really a good guy... after tat we come bac to klang and went "yam char" (as usual after every hang out) ... then i still remember that i drive alone that time and it was very late.. i told everyone tat i'll be leaving cos it's late d.. everyone was like "bye and waving" not thinking of my safety but he stand up and send me to my car and ask me to be careful.. i got so attracted to him then.. really man... (to be continued...)

-FRIM-

(...continue...)then when i reached home and after my shower,i sms him telling him i'm safe at home.. and asking him where is he.. then the fireworks started.. we started smsing till midnite... till morning i should say.. tat time he was still using 012 and i'm using 016.. so costly.. but wat to do..he wanna kao lui ma.. hehe.. so have to sacrifice a bit lo.. hehe..
we started our relationship then.. till now.. 3 years.. such a loving and enjoyable time..
really glad i have him as my lao gong.. without him.. i might not sit down here and type my blog.. i might be dead.. (seriously)
during this 3 years, we have lots of arguement.. some are terrible.. some are peanuts.. but most importantly,we settled it together..
now after all those ups and downs.. we are still together..

-Taman Negara & Bkt Tinggi-

sometimes,i'm vr stubborn.. i dun listen to him... both of us actually are from totally different world.. but we try to our best to get along well and most importantly we must be honest and trust each other.. communication definitely is important.. so many things to know about him.. really appreciate all the things he have done for me.. thanks a lot lao gong..

-Genting-

-Penang-

-Pangkor- our 1st trip together

-Cameron Highlands-


-Latest of Me & Him-

actually there's a lot a lot more trip in this 3 years.. it's 5.50am now..
if i wanna upload all this photos in.. then i think i would finish by 11.00 am.. hahaha..
so,better not.. anyway,tat's about all i wanna share.. hope all of u like our love story.. ^_^
thanks for reading..

... it's all about the money ...

tis time is all about the money.. i seems can't finish studying anymore..
just have to try my best.. the best i can to do whatever i can..
if i really do fail.. then i'll take again next year...
another RM 400 again.. but no choice..
today lao gong got midterm test.. he seems so hardworking..
everyday studying no matter when o where
i really can't do tat.. ask me to sit and read for 1 whole day.. i don't think so..
but my lao gong can do it.. dunno how... hehehe...
but now it's all up to my luck.. whether i can pass tis exam onot..
hopefully starting from next sem onwards, i can be hardworking..
not like always...damn lazy...
after my exam p.. i'll be going over to ipoh..
won't be around for 1 or 2 weeks..
can't celebrate my anniversary with my lao gong.. but what to do...
i got no choice.. then for my birthday.. i'm not sure where will i be..
so, 21 years old birthday.. dunno how issit going to be oso..
hopefully i can gather around with my family and celebrate and oso my frens..
this holiday is going to be damn busy.. cos i dunno where will i stay next sem..
and i need to pack all my things if i'm going to move to ut (university tower) o i'm going to move back to klang.. i'm going to move no matter how.. just not sure where's the location
so,it's a moving holiday... haha... then after tat when new sem start i hope i wont be like previous semester.. damn terrible..damn lazy...
and year 2007 is coming to an end.. and it's a whole new year...
i think i need to list down the things tat need to be done before 2008

1. move to a comfortable place
2. organise a new timetable for my next semester
3. get my room cleaned
4. go for a holiday ( i need a break.. who's with me?? )

then i need to list down the things tat i need to do during year 2008

1. don't be lazy
2. keep my tutorials up to date ( haha.. all this while never up to date before )
3. treat my lao gong better
4. treat my family better
5. try my best to achieve my dreams
6. stay HAPPY all the time
7. take FM test in november
   
8. get myself ready before every single test ( not like last semester.. study till cry )
9. get connected with all my frens
10. DIET... ( slimmer than now.. come on.. stop laughing )
11. sports ( care to join me?? )

a lot huh? i must do it all next year... GAMBATE !!!!

... eXaM p ...

exam p is on 29th november.. tat's the 1st paper of society of actuary..
i'm afraid i can't do my best..there are 4 sections and hundreds of pages of exercises to be done..
until now i only have done one half section.. such a loser.. don't know when will i finish it and start with the exercises.. really hope all tis will come to an end.. but i can't afford to fail..
wat to do.. in order to achieve dreams.. so many sacrifices has to be done even if it worth my fortune..
i still remember when i was a kid.. i used to dream of so many things.. i thought tat dreams tat appears when i'm sleeping will come true one day... but after so many years.. seems like not even a single scene of my dream come true.. ahaha... what to do.. i like to watch fairy tales now and then.. i like the feelings of happily ever after.. but i think it never really happen in reality.. something not many people know is tat my favourite fairy tales of all is "Cinderella".. till now.. although it's childish (i admit) but everytime i watch tat cartoon, i feel happy.. and i like to place myself in that situation where the cartoon ended with "they live happily ever after.. the end"... without worries..how nice if it really happen... haha..
although i can't complain more as i have the greatest boyfriend in the whole wide world (it's true)... and a happy family... and a bunch of ' K-ying ' friends...and a bunch of coursemates.. but i still have EXAM P... tat's the 1st step for my dream to really come true..
i begin my footsteps in this faculty.. and taking this course.. i wouldn't want it to end just like tat.. i just wan everything to be perfect.. and i'll try my best... EXAM P I'M COMING !!!! GAMBATE !!!

P/S : there's a new website for the K-ying gang.. u know who you are.. do visit http://k-ying-blog.blogspot.com/ and leave a few notes there.. thanks...

...how's my blog? ...

suddenly feel like my blog's kinda boring..
nothing special.. telling everyone my boring daily activities..
then dunno how to describe it more interesting..
tat's y most ppl read my blog oso fall asleep lo.. haha..
my fault..so sorry..
but for a change.. tis blog i'm going to write smtg a bit interesting la..
a tiny bit la.. hehe...
a lot of my concern frens wanna know abt wat happen to me lately..
let me tell u all more details la..
smtg really terrible happen to my family lately..
my family is having financial problem..
then my dad has to go somewhere else to get out of the situation..
so,for the past 1 month i can't see my dad.. i really feel vr sad..
but i cant do anything.. i'm still studyin.. i can't help much in the financial status..
so,wat i can do is study hard for my final tat time.. but then i'm DAMN LAZY..
n i really meant it.. DAMN LAZY..
so for the past 3 weeks..i'm struggling.. i really dunno what will happen to my pointer when my result is out.. dunno whether i'll get "kicked out" from actuarial science programme onot la.. haha.. hopefully not...
i really dunno what will happen in my family after this..
but i really hope all of us can face all the problems together and not hide from it..
cos it's really suffering to loss someone in the family..
although there's still a lot of financial problem to settle in the future..
i truly believe 1 day.. all this will come to an end..
but i really appreciate 2 of my sisters help all tis while..
both of them have their own family.. but they're willing to help out in tis family..
really 'ma fan' they all..but they do all their best to help.. thanks sis..
then my laogong lo.. tat help me to face all tis bravely.. without him.. i really dunno how i'm going to be..
then lastly,it's my mom.. although i'm not a good daughter all tis while.. but start from now onwards.. i'll be a good girl... never make u worry..
she's the heroin in my heart.. cos so many things happen.. she still stand tall to face everything.. thanks mom...
starting from today onwards..now.. i'm going to be a good gal...

P/S : thanks to all my frens tat concern abt me... thanks.. i'm ok alrdy... ^_^

...tHe VeRy fiRst Day oF HoLidaY !!! ...

the very 1st day of my holiday.. started with waking up at 12 pm.. as usual
then go to 1 utama and shop till i drop.. and it's true
bought present for my niece cos her bday is coming soon

ashley (my niece) going to be 2 years old this 22 November 2007

then bought few things for myself and my lao gong..
cos our anniversary is also coming soon..
tat is fast.. so fast already 3 years..
time flies when we are having all those wonderful time..
but time are damn slow when we are suffering..
especially during our exams.. haha..
but today really enjoy la..
come back home so tired just wanna sit down and relax..

...OpeninG BloG...

Now,my new blog..
how is it? nice??
btw, the title of my blog is music in me cos of tat song.it's my favourite of all
give some comment if you are free..thanks..
anyway,today is the last day of my final actually not today is yesterday(13th November 2007)
the last paper is microeconomics.
luckily i'm still ok..can do those questions..
anyway,dun wanna talk about exams d..
now holiday start d.i'm so happy..
but at the same time..means my exam p(1st actuary paper)is just around the corner.
dun really wanna fail tat paper.
cos if i fail means RM400 is wasted and i need to retake the exam tat means another RM400
so,i must try my very best lo.
but now must relax first and enjoy my holiday..
anyway,now oso quite late d.. have to sleep in a while..
everyone happy holiday !!!