-The End of Chapter 1-

It's the starting of Chapter 2 and it's the end of Chapter 1.
I'm excited though I'm a bit sad to leave this cozy environment with a group of sporting friends.
Really glad I know each and everyone of them, which leave me lots of happy memories during my tenure.
Thanks for everyone help and support that help and gave me courage for me to end the Chapter 1.

I'm definitely excited to join the new environment and definitely a good kick start for my Chapter 2.
More knowledge will be absorb and more things to learn, no matter it's big or small.
Different environment definitely as the job scope will be different and the surroundings will be different.
Located in the city center and stuck in more traffic jams !
Gotta depart early and leave late every day. Time for me to prepare.

I have 2 weeks holiday just to prepare myself for Chapter 2 in my life.
And there is another sub Chapter coming up, hopefully another 3 months. Then I have more things to accomplish !

Good Luck and All The Best everyone and myself =)

To Stay or Not to?

After 3 months of notice, now is only left with 5 days which I'm really exciting in joining the new company soon ! I'm pretty sure I will work hard and do all my best for this new challenge.
Firstly, I tendered in January and that lead me to sit in the boss's room for about 1 hour. I've rejected the first time.
Second time, it is in last month, having a coffee break with boss and discuss for about 1 hour again. This time with a better deal, changing department and reporting directly to him. Nah !!! I've rejected again !
Third time, yesterday, my colleague, the head of other department, talk to me and ask me to stay (again).
It's still under my consideration.
Although there are lots of projects coming in with this new management. But still I don't think that's my direction and that's not what I want. All I can learn here and contribute here is all about Statistics. The data is already sent in by the insurance companies and what we do is just to identify the trend and the outliers and do some analysis. There's no information on how insurance company is working, how they got the data and the figure. I want to know from the insurance company's perspective not from an analyst perspective because it's not interesting at all. Although this company is going to work with lots of other companies, there are lots of opportunity given, but still that is not my interest and that does not attract me. It's never about money. It's always about my future and what I want !
I hope they can understand. Moreover, I've signed the offer that given by and I will definitely be there.
It's a new environment, new learning experience, new knowledge, new place, new boss and everything is new.... It's worth to try in an all new place !
Sorry, but I would have to reject for the third time. I hope you respect my decision and understand my needs. Thanks !
Good Luck Jenna !

-Working Life-

There's a month more left in this company and I'm really tired and boring here.
Really hope I can just get the hell out of here as soon as possible.
But signed it, 3 months is a must or else $$$
Life here after resignation is totally different as before.
 - Nothing to do from 8.30am - 5.30pm everyday (even though sometimes before resign also happens but only sometimes)
- People starts to look you like 1 kind of alien
- There's nothing involved - no projects - no meetings - no nothing
- Those "kepo" colleagues will be asking you everyday - "where are you going?" " why you wanna leave?" "are you going to abc company?" "why you don't wanna wait for bonus first?"
- Goof around the office to chat
- browse all the possible website available
- boring
- boring and boring !
Hope my 3 months can fly fast but at the same time hope it will be slow also.
I'm afraid that I will miss this place. Although most probably I think I won't.
But I'll miss my friends here, there are lots of good friends here. True friends.
Really grateful that I have the chance to meet each and everyone of you.
Thank you for all the guidance and support =)

-Huat ahhhhhhh-

Always huat during Chinese New Year ! Everyone huat ahhhhhh ! But please don't get this card when playing blackjack :)

Good Luck !

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-Chinese New Year-

Happy Chinese New Year everyone ! Huat ahhhhhhhhhh !

Hope in the year of dragon everything sun sun li li n joy, laughter, health, prosperity n luck be with you all d time.

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-things to do-

Things to do before the year of dragon :

1. To change hairstyle

2. Clean up the room and house

3. Buy all new new clothes

4. Get a new shoe

5. Get a new job. Haha.

6. Keep more money.

Wah hopefully I can make it.

Happy Chinese new year everyone !

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-Done-

All done ! Now it's the time to keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best ! Good Luck Jenna !

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-Fingers crossed-

Keep all of my fingers crossed for miracle to happen. I really hope that someone will want me and I can have a new beginning in my career in this year of 2012. Hope everything will be ok. Happy New Year !

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-Hardest Decision-

Sometimes it is really hard to decide on your future. You will be afraid that you decide wrongly and you regretted. Or you will be happy with the decision you make. So each and every step is important in our life. Think wisely and follow your heart !

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-At Last But-

At last, seems like someone is interested in me but because of 3 months notice, I think I might lose it. How? Stupid policy !

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-Merry Christmas-

Have a Merry Merry Christmas everyone !
Enjoy yourself during the holiday !!!!

-Reject-

Am I really that bad? Get rejected all the time.
But why? Is it my result and qualifications?
I'm really sad and depressed. Why? Why? Why?

-Outing-

Am happy today ! Cos able to go to KL city centre. So long didn't come here dy. So happy !

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-Pushing the Responsibilities-

Let's push here and push there !
That's the art of tai chi ~
That's what most of my colleagues did in the office everyday ~

The conversation is like:
A : Your photo ok?
B : Not so ok, the cropping part not nice
A : No la, cos your hair color la, hard to corp..
B : So the background have to be white la?
A : Ya lo, easier ma..

What is this? Cropping is part of his job, we don't want our ID to look ugly.. and the boss ask him to crop and edit it nicely..the requirement of the photo does not say the background has to be white..
the ex-colleague working as his position can just corp is nicely.. but why can't he????
could not understand, and he's so damn lazy ~ what to do, all those people with the surname "ma" is working like this every time =)

-Can I let go? -

I'm really tired, I wanna let go. Can I just leave? Could someone lend me a hand and guide me? I'm lost n depressed each n every day.

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-Bad Hair Day-

Had a bad hair day today..
My hair is ok on the left hand side but on the other side, it's funny..
Maybe I sleep for more than 9 hours a day as I'm taking anti-itch medicine for my allergy.
which cause me drowsiness and I just feel asleep within seconds...
Unbelievable right?

-Another Boring Day-

As usual, today is another boring day.. Nothing much I can do in the office...
New boss is here, all HOD is giving him briefing.. And it does not affect me..
Kinda boring nowadays, now I'm trying my best to study..
Hopefully can be able to go through at least 10 pages..
Fade up with my job because been doing the same thing over and over again..
Really fade up.. Hopefully I can stand for another 2 months..
Then everything will be OK *fingers crossed*
Good Luck to me.. Seems like I need lots of LUCK !

-Insomnia-

Didn't experience insomnia for so long ~ today is the day ~

so many things in my mind now and I'm wondering what I'm thinking ~

tomorrow will be the first day our new CEO coming to work ~

hopefully he will be a good boss just like our previous 2 CEO s.

Feel kinda lost now as I'm not sure what to do now in my job 

I'm always so free and boring in office and I should actually start my studies for Exam MFE

but I'm always having this problem which is I would never start study early ~

Another issue that is bothering me now is my weight ~

why my weight will never go down even if I start to diet ~

I've been eating so little every night and I've been doing sit up

But still the reading at the weighing scale is always constant ~

I wanted to diet so badly that sometimes it does affect my mood ~

I get hot tempered easily every night or even day =p

Ding ding Dong dong ~ there are so many things in my mind now ~

I need to get some sleep, I'm force to wake up early tomorrow

Good Night Jenna !

-Stay Tuned-

Something is up !

Please stay tuned !

-BUSY BUSY-

Recently, my lao gong is getting busier and busier each and every week..

Because of his critical moment..

I know I should have stand behind him and support him..

Or lend him a hand when he needed me..

But unfortunately, I do get a bit upset when he doesn't has time for me..

Although some of you will say.. Nah.. they meet every weekends..

What no time? Weekends not time mer?

Ya.. It's time.. But still weekends, we go back to klang and he's still busy with his studies..

With his final year project, assignments and test..

We will be together but most of the time, I'll be there facebook-ing and he'll be studying..

I shouldn't have complain much.. Because he has done more than enough..

But still I will feel upset from time to time when he's busy..

I just doesn't know how to express this feelings ~~~

Just feel upset that's it...