...i'm going to be 22 soon...

i'm going to be 22 very very soon .. 1 more month la..
feel like very old dy..
but during 21, like didnt do anything much..
i mean in life la.. dun talk about studies..
so fast it's already 1 year..
i think now only i figure out smtg..
gals... y gals always tends to think too too much than suppose to?
makes a lot of things complicated.. always ..
i mean a simple thing.. but gals tends to make it complicated..
always think about others bad bad things.. and forget all those good stuff..
gals.. always like tat de.. y le?
i also cannot explain it myself eventhough i'm a gal..
but i really hope i can learn to forget smtg really really easily.. no matter good o bad things..
cos always keep it inside the heart (especially bad things) .. very hard.. can explode one day
actually.. i've misunderstand with my coursemate sometimes..
so,i tend to get angry and hate them..
i thinks they're selfish.. they dun wanna share.. they tis.. they tat..
ask my lao gong la.. i always tell him everything.. i think he oso boring dy..
but i got think it's my problem onot le?
actually today .. particularly tonite.. i think liao.. it's my problem..
i got mouth de ma.. ask la.. y i dun ask? didnt ask den say ppl wanna hide things from me..
stupid rite? i know.. tat's gal ma... gal attitude sometimes like tat de lo..
can't explain any further..
den i complain about lots of ppl n lots of things..
i even complain abt my loved ones..
my laogong.. i always complain him tis n complain him tat..
but i think he's alrdy a good n best lao gong..
i bet no one is better than him.. i'm very sure..
but still.. i complain.. tat's wat i mention... gals ma..
learn not complain.. learn not to talk bad abt ppl.. learn to forgive..
learn to be truly happy.. learn not to be so "ji jiao"..
if i can learn all tis things..
i think i'll be very happy for the rest of my life..
without anything to worry..
but i think i can't really 100% change la..
cos i'm a gal oso ma.. no matter how.. oso got little bit symptom de..
gal symptom lo.. wahahahahaha..
but i think i really have to learn to let go..
eh.. not my laogong la.. my laogong i must grab him la..
i mean let go everything in my heart n really be happy..
try letting go.. n not putting everything in the heart..
ladies n gentlemen... if u have smtg o anything not happy with someone..
just tell n talk to the person.. communicate.. i'm sure it's d best solution
i know normally ppl tends to keep quiet n forget abt it..
but i think to tell out it's the best solution..
at least the person know wat u r thinking..
if not i'll always be a misunderstanding..
everyone.. ganbatte with me..
i'm sure the world will be a better place in the future without any misunderstands..
btw,gotta continue study now.. can't always think of the world la..
o else i'll fail in my papers liao.. waahahahhaha..
good luck in final everyone ~~~
n good luck in everyone's life o ~~~
take care ...