long month has just passed

long month? it's only a month..

but last month really damn lots of things happen

my internship lo.. den getting really nervous and i can feel the pressure cos my exam FM is just around the corner.. 

den my lao gong's grandma is back.. so every weekend we will go to accompany her..

but she just went back to New Zealand today..

i dun understand myself..

cos when she's here.. i seems to feel that she dun like me and that my lao gong spend most of his time with her.. and treat her even more better than treat me..

she'll said i'm fat.. my leg is not nice.. and etc..

den make me really no mood to go see her.. 

but i do respect her as my own grandma.. and still go accompany her every weekends when she's around.. although i'm always down after i go..

but i can say i'm quite happy oso la.. although sometimes end up arguing with my lao gong..

just a snap.. it's already a month.. 

and she's already 78 years old.. how many times a person can have their 78?

so,i just can do my very best to treat her really well and hope can repay all her hardwork that she've done for my lao gong when he's young..

now that she's on the MAS airplane.. far away from here dy..

i started to miss her.. which i feel weird..

but i can see she's a good grandma for sure.. 

just have to say sorry to whatever i've done wrong all this while and my bad attitude..

hope she and my lao gong can forgive me for what i've done last month..

SORRY ~~~

now really can feel the pressure from my exam dy..

start to get nervous dy.. cos still got a lot of chapters and i dun hav much time left..

i oso how tis time.. really feel like crying sometimes.. 

but i can't be that weak.. i must stand up !!!

i can't give up.. i must try my best..

gambate jenna ong !!!!