...it's sO HaRd...

i'm having a lot of pressure here..
although i'm quite happy cos i've alrdy moved to pj..
but den.. all in a sudden it's alrdy week 6.. OMG !!!!
i just finish 1 of my test today..
my 1st test tis semester.. i feel like i'm damn stupid..
although i'm always stupid... but tis time.. i think i'll get the whole question wrong without any marks...
actually it goes like tis...
starting from yesterday.. oh shit 2mrw exam.. read read read...
few hours later,aiyah.. no mood la.. nothing much to read liao oso..
tis is wat i call over confident ladies n gentlemen..
den i asked my housemates " Kia,cimb bank yam char"
come back alrdy 1 am lo.. den wat else to do.. sleep lo... hahaha..
till today 2 and half hour before the test... in the lecture hall..
aiyah no mood wanna listen to the boring lecture today.. so better study for my test later..
mana tau turn out.. i'm learning origamy in the class..
my coursemate ( u know who u are ) thought me how to fold a frog n a flower..
so for the 2 hours.. i've been learning how to do tat.. shit !!!!!
hw abt my test?? i walked to the exam hall..
actually i'm still 30 minutes early.. so actually still have time to browse through..
but i choose to laze around without doing a single thing... haih~~~
den HABIS lah my test today...
come out frm exam hall straight away no mood.. didn't speak much..
cos the test consists of 2 questions..
the 1st one i manage to do it correctly(hopefully)
the 2nd one,oh god tis is hard.. think think.. i think till i go till the other side of the world..
then come back.. and do the question.. but actually the question is quite simple..
STUPID !!! STUPID !!! STUPID !!!
tis is how i make myself stupid from yesterday till today..
really sad..but wat to do.. over dy..
hopefully i can do a lot more better in the next test..
next week is holiday dy.. actually suppose to be happy..
but den i forgot tat i promised my senior that i'll go to penang tis saturday..
it's a trip for actuarial science student.. but not a lot of ppl join.. i mean very very less people join.. so turn out,i oso dun have much mood to go liao.. feel like ffk-ing..
cos test did so badly .. wanna really take all my time n study back.. den not much $$$$ lo.. feel like working during the holiday but dunno yet..

btw,life in UM is not good at all..
everyone is kiasu i should say..
in here u can't trust anyone...i mean not even a person u can trust..
cos everyone is damn KIASU !!!
i hate kiasu ppl.but then wat to do..
tis is my life.. my fate.. my destiny..
just face it lo.. hopefully i can cope up with it la..
but wat i should say is
"I'M NOT AT ALL HAPPY SINCE THE FIRST DAY I STEP INTO UM"
i miss my life last time during primary,secondary n form 6 times..
i really miss tat time...