...lesson of the day...

i have a big problem.. vr big problem..
tat is i'm never satisfied with myself and my life no matter how..
but actually i should be very happy with everything..
let me share with everyone wat i'm having now..
i have a good n perfect lao gong, wonderful family, nice coursemates (except some la) and good frens...
i should be really happy.. but then i'm very greedy..
i always hope for more.. even my lao gong..
he' treating me better than any other guy in tis world.. but i still complain..
wat's all tis.. i like to throw my temper at a lot of ppl..
tat's not a good things to do.. i'm always hoping for more..
n i always like to get jealous at ppl with their happy life..
in tis time.. 2.11 am in the morning.. i'm surfing through frenster n looking at ppl's photo n their life.. too busy body..
but then whenever i see others that is having their life happily..
i start to think about my own life..
hahaa..funny rite?
i really feel really bad for myself n everyone around me..
i didn't really appreciate them all this while..
i'm so sorry..
i really hope i can really truly learn the lesson of the day..
hope after i fall down.. i can stand up back and continue my journey..
thanks everyone for treating me so good..
i'll appreciate each n everyone of u from now on..
THANKS...

...update...

i'm so so sorry now only i have time to update my blog..
without wasting time..
let me start la.. hahaa..

1stly,before tis have lots of test need to kao tim..
i took 5 subjects tis sem.. then d midterm.. erm...
3 subjects A,1 subject 15/20,then another subject got F..
dunno wanna be happy le or sad..
hahaha.. tat's for the 1st midterm test..

then,b4 my 2nd midterm begin, i've went to sabah.. (borneo) for holiday with my parents n relatives..
luckily got time to relax 1st..


before going on-board,luckily can take tis photo.. if late 1 second only kena halau dy.. haha.. luckily fast...












reach KK airport liao lo..
waiting for taxi..
with my mom,aunties n cousins..
all my relatives are from hong kong de..
they came bac for my cousin's wedding dinner de.. then at d same time go holiday lo. hehehe..






1st day,kevin went to the airport n bring us to the hotel(promonede hotel)..
then we go for lunch after we check-in..
he brought us to filipino market..
i manage to buy a few key chains there nia..
cos i feel like all the people selling things there vr "pa pai"
then we summore gaduh with ppl in the F row..
tat market got few rows de ma.. then we sekali band row F... k ying de.. hahahaha..
then kevin hav to go bac d.. we go around by ourselves lo.. then i saw a nice rainbow.. (check out the picture)
it's vr nice..
later,we buy breads n drinks for 2mrw island hoping program lo..
we go back hotel then







at nite,we walk around again.. then we found a "wong kok char chan teng" same as KL de..
we ate there lo.. actually 1 day after is my aunty n my cousin's birthday tat is 10th march..
so,we bargain with d waitress asking them to give us d "BIG" ice tea.. n they gave..
GOOD huh?? hahahaha..
all of them enjoy the dinner especially d ice tea.. took lots of photo to bring bac to HK..
hahaha..






after dinner,we go walk walk in waterfront lo..
take photos lo..
but oso cant c anything la.. cos so dark.. hahaa...











then back to hotel lo..
have our welcome drink lo.. sitting down listening to songs lo..
tat's all for the 1st day lo... can't wait for the 2nd..












2nd day,didnt have chance to take photo in jesselton point la.. tat's a vr nice jetty..
hahahaa..
then go up d boat liao lo..











on the way to the 1st island.. manukan island..














reach liao..nice island.. i like it so much..
but ntg much with the coral..
i still prefer tioman o redang's coral.. got a lot n nice.. in manukan island here not much lo...
only nice environment lo..













so,took photos nia lo..hahaha..
i like d small jetty vr much..
dunno y saw all d nice places..i feel vr happy de..

gosh,the water is crystal clear..

then we proceed to the next island..sapi island

i love tis photo vr much..
with never ending boundaries..

sapi is quite ok la..
i saw quite a number of nice coral la..
then bac to the jetty n to hotel to take some rest..
i mean jacuzzi.. haha..

at nite,dinner in kg salut.. seafood in sabah.. tat's a must ma..rite?
kevin drive us there lo.. with his coursemates/roommates...hahaha...

the attraction of the restaurant..

the food in the restaurant is ok only..
but d seafood is fresh la..

later,we moved to @tmosphere.. which is the highest building in KK..
to celebrate my aunty's n my cousin's bday

in the revolving restaurant

the 2 bday gal..

the 3 tourist guide..

next,we go bac n sleep lo..
cos drink 1 glass of long island.. rm10.50 per glass..
hahahaa..drink till i "gong gong"...


last day of our KK trip,
morning go breakfast la.. actually not breakfast la.. lunch liao.. hahahaa..

eat noodle.. kevin's recommendation

next,to a 5 star hotel beach lo.. but ntg much there la..
only take photos there.. i lazy to upload la.. hahahaa..
normal beach nia la.. hahaha

move on to UMS... masjid..hahahaa..
d nicest building ... hahahaa...

cannot believe masjid so nice in university..
hahaha.. dunno use how much to build tis..

me n kevin in masjid universiti

then,to @tmosphere there again for photo session..
cos last nite too dark ma.. cant c anything.. so,come again lo..hahaha..

and that's d end of our sabah trip..
n really thanks to kevin n his coursemates/roommates...
ahahahaa.. really thanks... i owe u a meal.. as wat i've told u b4 i depart to LCCT..
hahahaha...

finally,back to reality liao lo.. midterm test again after my holiday..
"BANJIR" lo wat else.. hahahhaa..
java programming dunno how to do.. dunno will get wat grade tis time.. down.. hahaha..

then,smtg tat make me worry happen..
my lao gong go into operation in sunway medical centre..
check out k-ying-blog la...
i'm so worried abt him..
just now,we go to c d doctor to c how's d report..
it's not a cancer definitely.. i'm so happy n even my lao gong's happy as well..
hahaha..
i think tat's abt all la.. i'll update nxt time la..

...academic day...

on saturday tat's 23 feb 2008 is maths department academic day !!!
but i till now oso dun understand wat's the purpose of tat day?? just to waste my petrol ??
ahahhaa.. no one knows... but then i'm very grateful cos i get to get along very well with the group members except for a ppl(most of u know who issit la) hahahaah...
but as long as all of us really have a good time...
we have to reach there in the morning at abt 7.45am.. n with formal... no meaning
while other groups are wearing jeans n t-shirt... so nice...

ur formal look...

haih.. but we go no choice ma... but actually all of us are so blur..we only know wat we r doing tat day itself... hahaha...
it's just a vr simple job actually.. ntg much to do...
our group is doing a vr serious job.. tat's doing statistical consultation.. while other groups are doing fun fun games... not like us so boring... like our clothes.. so bored ~~~
hahahahhaa.... wat to do.. we have a boring n non exciting group ma...
dun wanna talk abt those sad sad things.. let see the photos 1st la..
o else later i sekali no mood talking abt tat day.. hahahaha..
i just enjoy taking photos.. tat's all...

me and aiwen


me & kit yeng

me with 3 leng luis


the ladies with formals



aiwen like vr serious like tat..but me... haih ~~


ann gie , me & lee wen (our blur queen) ^.^

then we went to other's stall to play around.. sudoku, maths games & etc..
all oso vr interesting... really enjoyed it la..
but then happy moment always ends fast...
every groups is abt time to keep their things and go bac..
but our group got pose mortem summore.. shit man...
sien... then no mood lo.. since we eat oso need ppl to instruct...
dua kali no mood d lo...
but then finally, when there's no one in ism d...
then it's our turn to go back... sien...
hahahaha...
but all in all, i have a good time la..

...important notice...

everyone must go check out the http://www.k-ying-blog.blogspot.com/ ...
smtg really bad happen to my lao gong n my frens...
u read it carefully.. n pls tell all ur friends...
forward it to everyone.. cos we dun wan u to be the next victim...
thanks a lot...
take care everyone n happy chinese new year !!!!!

...some update...

finally,i have chance to come online.. sorry everyone

nowadays i'm staying in klg d.. no streamyx line..so cant update my blog lo..

but i'll try my best to upload it la everytime.. thanks for ur support..

appreciate it...

let me update my blog la..

firstly,my bday..celebrated with k ying gang lo..

really enjoy lo..in pyramid..go sing K lo.. thanks guys...

my present

me in carl's junior

me n laogong in pyramid

me n 3 guys

me as superstar..hahaha... no la...

later is new year,celebrate in cyberjaya lo with k ying gang oso lo...
but then mmu ppl having final tat time... so just go putrajaya for a while nia lo...
just c few 'lao ya' fireworks...

k ying..think their backsite vr nice.. ceh..

hahaha..my new year resolution oso alrdy mention in the previous blog ma..
so i dun wanna repeat it here again lo.. if not later everyone fall asleep... hahahaha...

then,last week i went to badminton in eng ann n then i found a puppy..
nice wan...summore MALE lai de.. sekali i take back home lo...
cos gopeng need a dog.. hahahaha... i named him 'bill bill'...
cos it reminds me of bill gates and bill clinton...
rich n got future.. hahahhha.. not bad le... so i combine 2 names lo.. bill bill...

my 'bill bill'

cute onot??

me with bill bill

finally now,i'm in gopeng lo.. just now i just went to waterfall there... it's a nice place...
really enjoy it... u wanna c those photos go to http://www.k-ying-blog.blogspot.com/ la..
cos need lots of time to upload those photos.. =)

tat's abt it la..hopefully i got time to upload summore.. thanks for supporting my blog..thanks a lot..... arigato.....

... anniversary ...

now it's 5.00 am.. 27th november 2007..
i remember 3 years back, tis time.. i was talking n smsing my lao gong..
it's really a sweet memory.. since now it's me and my lao gong's anniversary..
let me share our memories in this blog..
on 26th november 2005 when we are in lower 6, we celebrated see keong's birthday in pulau ketam... when we reach there,there's a tour guide waiting for us ( actually is their fren ) haha.. then he took us to rent a few bicycles to ride around the floating town..
but then me and shu pin.. dun dare to ride the bike.. cos the road it's like a sidewalks..
so,the guys have to take both of us.. and obviously no one wanna "tumpang" me cos i'm FAT.. haha.. but fortunately, chong han is there to take me.. all tis happen so naturally..
both of us got shot by a cupid.. and we have feelings for each other (actually not so fast la.. there's another story before that de.. but later too long...boring ma) after we went around pulau ketam.. then we went to a restaurant for seafood ( my favourite )
that time,i stil remember.. i was sitting beside him (so romantic) and he treated me really kind.. really a good guy... after tat we come bac to klang and went "yam char" (as usual after every hang out) ... then i still remember that i drive alone that time and it was very late.. i told everyone tat i'll be leaving cos it's late d.. everyone was like "bye and waving" not thinking of my safety but he stand up and send me to my car and ask me to be careful.. i got so attracted to him then.. really man... (to be continued...)

-FRIM-

(...continue...)then when i reached home and after my shower,i sms him telling him i'm safe at home.. and asking him where is he.. then the fireworks started.. we started smsing till midnite... till morning i should say.. tat time he was still using 012 and i'm using 016.. so costly.. but wat to do..he wanna kao lui ma.. hehe.. so have to sacrifice a bit lo.. hehe..
we started our relationship then.. till now.. 3 years.. such a loving and enjoyable time..
really glad i have him as my lao gong.. without him.. i might not sit down here and type my blog.. i might be dead.. (seriously)
during this 3 years, we have lots of arguement.. some are terrible.. some are peanuts.. but most importantly,we settled it together..
now after all those ups and downs.. we are still together..

-Taman Negara & Bkt Tinggi-

sometimes,i'm vr stubborn.. i dun listen to him... both of us actually are from totally different world.. but we try to our best to get along well and most importantly we must be honest and trust each other.. communication definitely is important.. so many things to know about him.. really appreciate all the things he have done for me.. thanks a lot lao gong..

-Genting-

-Penang-

-Pangkor- our 1st trip together

-Cameron Highlands-


-Latest of Me & Him-

actually there's a lot a lot more trip in this 3 years.. it's 5.50am now..
if i wanna upload all this photos in.. then i think i would finish by 11.00 am.. hahaha..
so,better not.. anyway,tat's about all i wanna share.. hope all of u like our love story.. ^_^
thanks for reading..

... it's all about the money ...

tis time is all about the money.. i seems can't finish studying anymore..
just have to try my best.. the best i can to do whatever i can..
if i really do fail.. then i'll take again next year...
another RM 400 again.. but no choice..
today lao gong got midterm test.. he seems so hardworking..
everyday studying no matter when o where
i really can't do tat.. ask me to sit and read for 1 whole day.. i don't think so..
but my lao gong can do it.. dunno how... hehehe...
but now it's all up to my luck.. whether i can pass tis exam onot..
hopefully starting from next sem onwards, i can be hardworking..
not like always...damn lazy...
after my exam p.. i'll be going over to ipoh..
won't be around for 1 or 2 weeks..
can't celebrate my anniversary with my lao gong.. but what to do...
i got no choice.. then for my birthday.. i'm not sure where will i be..
so, 21 years old birthday.. dunno how issit going to be oso..
hopefully i can gather around with my family and celebrate and oso my frens..
this holiday is going to be damn busy.. cos i dunno where will i stay next sem..
and i need to pack all my things if i'm going to move to ut (university tower) o i'm going to move back to klang.. i'm going to move no matter how.. just not sure where's the location
so,it's a moving holiday... haha... then after tat when new sem start i hope i wont be like previous semester.. damn terrible..damn lazy...
and year 2007 is coming to an end.. and it's a whole new year...
i think i need to list down the things tat need to be done before 2008

1. move to a comfortable place
2. organise a new timetable for my next semester
3. get my room cleaned
4. go for a holiday ( i need a break.. who's with me?? )

then i need to list down the things tat i need to do during year 2008

1. don't be lazy
2. keep my tutorials up to date ( haha.. all this while never up to date before )
3. treat my lao gong better
4. treat my family better
5. try my best to achieve my dreams
6. stay HAPPY all the time
7. take FM test in november
   
8. get myself ready before every single test ( not like last semester.. study till cry )
9. get connected with all my frens
10. DIET... ( slimmer than now.. come on.. stop laughing )
11. sports ( care to join me?? )

a lot huh? i must do it all next year... GAMBATE !!!!

... eXaM p ...

exam p is on 29th november.. tat's the 1st paper of society of actuary..
i'm afraid i can't do my best..there are 4 sections and hundreds of pages of exercises to be done..
until now i only have done one half section.. such a loser.. don't know when will i finish it and start with the exercises.. really hope all tis will come to an end.. but i can't afford to fail..
wat to do.. in order to achieve dreams.. so many sacrifices has to be done even if it worth my fortune..
i still remember when i was a kid.. i used to dream of so many things.. i thought tat dreams tat appears when i'm sleeping will come true one day... but after so many years.. seems like not even a single scene of my dream come true.. ahaha... what to do.. i like to watch fairy tales now and then.. i like the feelings of happily ever after.. but i think it never really happen in reality.. something not many people know is tat my favourite fairy tales of all is "Cinderella".. till now.. although it's childish (i admit) but everytime i watch tat cartoon, i feel happy.. and i like to place myself in that situation where the cartoon ended with "they live happily ever after.. the end"... without worries..how nice if it really happen... haha..
although i can't complain more as i have the greatest boyfriend in the whole wide world (it's true)... and a happy family... and a bunch of ' K-ying ' friends...and a bunch of coursemates.. but i still have EXAM P... tat's the 1st step for my dream to really come true..
i begin my footsteps in this faculty.. and taking this course.. i wouldn't want it to end just like tat.. i just wan everything to be perfect.. and i'll try my best... EXAM P I'M COMING !!!! GAMBATE !!!

P/S : there's a new website for the K-ying gang.. u know who you are.. do visit http://k-ying-blog.blogspot.com/ and leave a few notes there.. thanks...

...how's my blog? ...

suddenly feel like my blog's kinda boring..
nothing special.. telling everyone my boring daily activities..
then dunno how to describe it more interesting..
tat's y most ppl read my blog oso fall asleep lo.. haha..
my fault..so sorry..
but for a change.. tis blog i'm going to write smtg a bit interesting la..
a tiny bit la.. hehe...
a lot of my concern frens wanna know abt wat happen to me lately..
let me tell u all more details la..
smtg really terrible happen to my family lately..
my family is having financial problem..
then my dad has to go somewhere else to get out of the situation..
so,for the past 1 month i can't see my dad.. i really feel vr sad..
but i cant do anything.. i'm still studyin.. i can't help much in the financial status..
so,wat i can do is study hard for my final tat time.. but then i'm DAMN LAZY..
n i really meant it.. DAMN LAZY..
so for the past 3 weeks..i'm struggling.. i really dunno what will happen to my pointer when my result is out.. dunno whether i'll get "kicked out" from actuarial science programme onot la.. haha.. hopefully not...
i really dunno what will happen in my family after this..
but i really hope all of us can face all the problems together and not hide from it..
cos it's really suffering to loss someone in the family..
although there's still a lot of financial problem to settle in the future..
i truly believe 1 day.. all this will come to an end..
but i really appreciate 2 of my sisters help all tis while..
both of them have their own family.. but they're willing to help out in tis family..
really 'ma fan' they all..but they do all their best to help.. thanks sis..
then my laogong lo.. tat help me to face all tis bravely.. without him.. i really dunno how i'm going to be..
then lastly,it's my mom.. although i'm not a good daughter all tis while.. but start from now onwards.. i'll be a good girl... never make u worry..
she's the heroin in my heart.. cos so many things happen.. she still stand tall to face everything.. thanks mom...
starting from today onwards..now.. i'm going to be a good gal...

P/S : thanks to all my frens tat concern abt me... thanks.. i'm ok alrdy... ^_^

...tHe VeRy fiRst Day oF HoLidaY !!! ...

the very 1st day of my holiday.. started with waking up at 12 pm.. as usual
then go to 1 utama and shop till i drop.. and it's true
bought present for my niece cos her bday is coming soon

ashley (my niece) going to be 2 years old this 22 November 2007

then bought few things for myself and my lao gong..
cos our anniversary is also coming soon..
tat is fast.. so fast already 3 years..
time flies when we are having all those wonderful time..
but time are damn slow when we are suffering..
especially during our exams.. haha..
but today really enjoy la..
come back home so tired just wanna sit down and relax..